My niece in The Netherlands celebrates her 10th birthday to day. She celebrates it with a lot of friends and family. My sister always makes some nice dinner for everybody. At those occasions I miss my family. It is just the fact that they will be sitting together and I am not there. Normally I call them and when I am lucky I also can talk to other visitors on her party. But this time I am not feeling so sad at all. Maybe I get used of the idea that I cannot be a part of that or it is just the fact that I love my life her In Sweden so very much.